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Memorable moments..

2011-12-27T10:52:00.003+08:00

OKAY....

i know its been a few months since i've updated my blog..
so here's one before the end of the year..

just a recap of some memorable moments with my bf this year..

went to genting with bb this year before he started work in May..

somehow, we didnt managed to go to the theme park =\

this was us in some magic show that i booked online..

and this is bb piggy backing me ..:)

ice cream we had at the buffet that i booked also..

and this was probably the most memorable moment of all..

we had a last game token.. so we decided to spin the wheel of fortune..
where there is a no prize, small prize, medium prize..
and of cause.. only 1 big prize..
and guess wad? me n bb kana big prize :)

we were shouting like some mad kids -.-"

this was probably one of the more memorable events in the year..
times we spend at genting were just so relaxing..
we gambled away all our money..
lol.. but it was an eye opening experience..
well.. money that lost cant be bought back.. but can be earned back..
so thats not so bad..
still have many photos but blogger is like kinda slow uploading it..zzz

im really thankful for his love n care that he showers on me..
no doubt sometimes.. he can be hot tempered..
but he has taught me to be more giving..
being with him.. i;ve changed alot...
i used to that kind of gf where i will kp if my bf like mia frm me..
but in recent months.. we rarely quarrel..
only have little arguments..
he's so busy with work..
it makes me miss him more..
to the extend that whenever we meet up..
i dont feel like quarreling..
we meet like once to twice a week only..
even when he has to game..
i try my best to be supportive.. and ask about the things he is interested in..
whenever he's tired.. he comes home and sleep straight..
though we dont spend much time tgt..
but i dont mind just letting him lie beside me..
seeing that he's so tired.. really makes me heart pain..
he has also change to become a better person for me..
i was really surprised when he got me a xmas gift..
because he;s not usually the sweet kind..
he pushed away his friends to be with me for xmas..
which is something i really appreciate..
we had like pig organ + duck rice for our xmas so called dinner
haha on saving mode for our upcoming trip!!!
den we were singing like 2 mad idiots in e car..
i love times like these with bb :)

times where we will just laugh non stop..
about wad... i also dono ? lol.

of cause.. there was this rough patch in our relationship..
that he once told me.. the feelings are different already..
i saw it through his actions.. and can really feel..
that we were drifting..
that was the point of time.. that i really try to talk to him
in a matured way rather den quarreling..
eventually.. we found our way back into this relationship..
and things got better from there..

he even applied leave and bought genting tickets for me :)

I LOVE U BABY!!

you know its not easy for 2 persons to put down their past and be tgt..
but we;ve done that..
his luck aint really good this year..
and we went through so much rough times together..
with 2011 coming to an end..
i just hope that 2012 will be a much smoother year for him and family :)

<3,

xoxo,
mantha

2011-08-27T07:07:00.001+08:00

The first time u started a conversation.. U were wearing long sleeve black top n a black 3/4 pants! The first time our lips met.. U were wearing a man u jersey n jeans.

I still rmb everything. It's not tt I notice wad u wear . Its because I can rmb how clearly de scenes re enact .. Most importantly I nv forget anything tts related to u..direct opposite of u. U don't even recall the slightest thing about me at times. :/

I really miss how we used to be.. Or rather I think I just miss how crazy I felt u were over me..

Really dono wad to do to make myself feel better n stop these tears anymore..

2011-07-27T09:11:00.001+08:00

I still remember the first time we went nana after work. I asked for ice. Our first kiss. ;)

Reading the letter over n over again.. Looking at our pictures n remembering all the stupid silly stuffs we did. :)

I'll always b there for u. With u. :)

Xoxo,
Mantha

2011-07-17T08:36:00.001+08:00

Hun, why are u breathing so loudly when u're asleep?! Lol. U're making so much weird noises n sleep talking nonsense. Watching u sleep makes me happy:)

2011-07-16T17:57:00.001+08:00

http://fatalattraction-.tumblr.com

Just updated with loads of funny shit. Lol

Happy reading:)

2011-07-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

you'll always be my baby.

xoxo,
mantha

2011-07-13T08:21:00.001+08:00

Love is doing everything n expecting no return,

Love is forgiving n forgetting..

Love is keeping everything to myself rather than quarreling.

Mantha love Paul. :)

2011-07-10T20:49:00.001+08:00

I cry to myself at times in the middle of the might. Cause the feeling of missing u is so overwhelming. I wonder if u realize that sometimes u've neglected my well being. But it's okay I know Tht u're busy with work. Love u baby. Jia you!!!

2011-06-29T00:21:00.001+08:00

He's the one for me. ;)

Ilu baby

2011-06-27T13:31:00.001+08:00

My boy always so busy..
Can't wait for next month.
Hope we can spend a day in town
Walking n looking around for stuffs :)
Really miss de times we laugh n go walk walk.
Cause when Bb off I'm working
When I'm off Bb working..
:( very very sad..
But no matter wad I'll always be his supportive Gf! :) Jia you Bb!!!

2011-06-26T15:34:00.002+08:00

i think everybody knows..
this is my fav photo at the moment:)
taken at jd bday at nana!

baby so sweet ytd.
he has been working since last tuesday. i mean 14th!
till now. and haven off.. only off on 30th.
and ytd night he still came my place to pei me.
cause i wasnt feeling too good.
love bb max..
pls let everything stay:)

xoxo,
mantha.

2011-06-21T10:04:00.001+08:00

Mad boring at work.
Dead sleepy I wanna cuddle in b's arms like NOW!

I want to go walk walk, have lunch n den laugh non stop. I need u Bb!
THIS SUCKS!

2011-06-18T20:04:00.002+08:00

its hard to find someone you love..
its harder to find someone you love who loves you back..
its even harder to find someone you love who loves you back..
and treats you the way you want him to..

im really thankful i have baby.
always there for me.. protecting me..
whatever i want he will do his best to accommodate me..

when im down.. he will initiate to bring me out,
watch a movie with me when he ends work at 10,
movie at 1130 and next day wake up in the morning for work..

even though he dont have the time..
he will still make time for me..
have lunch with me every weekend during his work..

took urgent leave just for me when things happened at home.
and rush over immediately..

im really appreciative of everything..
everything you have given me..
i love you paul lin zi qin :)

xoxo,
mantha

2011-06-02T11:28:00.001+08:00

Hello ! Been missing for quite awhile. Thought I will update a little..

May 17 to May 21

Baby and me went to Genting! I've been there quite a few times but this time was the first time I entered the casino every night! Win and lose. Overall lost but it's ok baby promised me we will be back soon!

Although genting is kinda small but life there is so fun! So relaxing we just slept in everyday till about 4? The weather was good. Want to smoke just smoke anywhere. Very carefree. So many enjoyable arcade games that baby n me played. We played wheel of fortune whereby there was only one "Big prize" to win on the wheel.. And with one spin me n baby won!! The coach That we booked was damn shiok also!!! Best I've sat so far. We made friends in the casino as well. Haha. Damn memorable :) especially since baby really like baby. :) never go for a long time..

Really can't wait to go back! But for now Baby has just started his job. If anybody want to buy apple products do look for me. I'm sure baby will give u all a good price ^.^ any apple things like MacBooks or iPhone or even casing and protectors can find baby or me okie:)

Really miss my baby alot. We used to wake Tgt sleep Tgt eat Tgt go everywhere Tgt. Right now I'm still a little not used being apart with him but I know this means that baby is working hard for our future;) poor little boy has been working the past week and won't off till monday :( Jia you bao bei!

Love this boy of mine very much. Nobody will ever understand me like u do. Nobody will ever Stand up for me and talk to my parents except u. (tts why mama papa all <3 u too! ) yes once in awhile u have a temper that's too hard to handle but only u... Are willing to make me feel like I'm special n give me attention whenever I'm upset.. I love being with u! n laughing non stop baby:) let's Jia you Tgt ba:)

Xoxo,
Mantha.

2011-06-01T02:08:00.001+08:00

I still remember. Do you?

Sucks

2011-05-05T20:11:00.001+08:00

Today is a bad bad day. I fell. We quarrelled. And I got scolded by my customers / parents. Fml. I need to scream i need someone.. I feel so insecure .. Nobody will be there.. Once again I will drown myself in my pillow of tears as I read all ur replies.. Each and everyone of it tearing me apart.. U will never appreciate.. U never bother.. I know but I pretend not to know..

2011-05-02T01:44:00.001+08:00

Testing from iPhone!

first month:)

2011-05-01T02:14:00.002+08:00

Baby went back to his house..
so i finally have time to upload photos and edit my blog..
:) love my baby max.
shall upload a few photos for fun :)

on my way to bb brother roger wedding. :)

preparing to meet baby to go buy holiday tickets:)

edited by my iphone tee hee:)

bb always my number 1!:)

its the first month since me n bb got back tgt :)
SO HAPPY TOGETHER!
yesterday we went bowling. AHHAA.
MAJOR DISGRACE!
but i feel its very sweet:)

cant wait for our holidays!

so gao wei without my bb:(

xoxo,
mantha.

2011-03-02T00:09:00.001+08:00

i wish u told me u needed me if u life..
perhaps im really not needed..

xoxo,
mantha

2011-02-27T18:34:00.002+08:00

here i am lying on my bed.. with my iphone and laptop..
they have grown to be a part of me..
a role in the loneliness i face..
to keep me occupied and updated with daily happenings.
it is not that i have nobody..
its just a question of who is true and who is not.
i know definitely that i can turn to my gf when im down.
but life is never fair..
and somehow.. god is damn cruel
the only person
who clubs, shops, talks on the phone, dine, crap, gossip and mj with me..
cant have the freedom to do the same with me anymore.
im thankful though that i have a loving mother
even though at times, she gets unreasonable over small issues.
i feel empty and cold inside..
i no longer laugh. i no longer am noisy.
if only you can feel and see..
its not that im not happy with you..
i just need a little more of your attention..
i understand your job doesnt give u the luxury of time..
but when u have it.. its always..
something else u rather spend on..
because i love you..
i choose to make you happy and do it your way..
but i hope u understand..
im only a girl.. and i need my share of attention/care too..
none the less...
i will try to make the best out of everything..

xoxo,
mantha..

2011-02-10T23:36:00.002+08:00

here i am tearing infront of my laptop again..

when i think of the past.. i feel happy.

happy tt u wanted to commit so badly.

everything is my fault..

i shouldnt have.

but i believe.. when the time is right..

when everybody have a family of their own and no longer drink..

i believe u will start to commit..

til then.. i can only wait and accept it.

i dont know if im happy anymore..

everything seems to have changed drastically.

and you;re no longer the same.

this is all my fault.....

xoxo.

mantha.

2011-02-07T09:03:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year everyone!

i didnt go visiting this year.

in fact i stayed home since chu yi..

cause i fell sick as usual.

no gambling, no bai nian, no steamboat/reunion dinner for me at all.

im gonna work my ass off this year!!!

save more and den go for holiday again!
I DONT CARE!

xoxo,

mantha

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2011-02-06T08:55:00.001+08:00

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2011-02-03T08:12:00.003+08:00

OMGOMGOMG.

SAMANTHA THAVASA IS OPENED IN SG! :)

ive been wanting to get a thavasa but everytime i see it online..

i cant bear to purchase it..

shall drop by ion one of these days!

they have really kawaii bags and wallets tts damn ME.

all pinky and stuff. :D

ME LIKE LIKE LIKE!

anyway my computer got infected with a fcuking virus.

tt explains the hiatus!

its the NEW YEAR!

HUAT AH.

recieved my angbao frm mum n dad

as well as a summon letter on first day of new year ! haha.

nvm nvm!

LOVE MUMMY N DADDY!

xoxo,

mantha.

2011-01-29T00:32:00.002+08:00

always up to his nonsense..

we had a small tiff ytd. but fine now.

when we're not quarreling, we're very sweet.

when we're quarreling its like... END OF THE WORLD for me:(

but baby has been nice to me recently.

baby is a busy man..

so i really got to be understanding..

going over baby house for the weekend.

and sentosa :)

waiting for my hair to dry den go dabao food for my bb da ren.

xoxo,

mantha.

2011-01-24T23:06:00.001+08:00

wx baby is having drinks with his friend now.,,

i miss my baby!!

trying to sleep earlier so i can adjust my body clock back!

had dian xiao er just now n im hungry again!!!!

hope tmr will b a good day for me:)

miss my love !!

xoxo

mantha

my love, my life.

2011-01-24T01:58:00.002+08:00

bday was simple this year.

headed down to NEX and had ajisen ramen.

after tt back to b;s crib and watch him play dota while i slack.:)

had a simple celebration for b bday at his house.
with the cake i ordered the previous day.

went to paradise inn for dinner with his family after tt :)

my b blowing his cake.

the cake i ordered and had it delivered to his office.
frm awfully chocolate.

when he told me he wanted to order mine from awfully chocolate,
i was thinking.. we really ALWAYS have same thoughts.
back home after tt cause b was fixing his new study table hahaha.
carpenter tan at work :)

i found some pictures from the past..
b caught this my melody for me when we were crazy over toy catcher machines.
we could just spend our time at these machines..
DETERMINED to catch the toys.
its not like we were really into the soft toys la (except the hello kitty wan..)
but just catching it makes us feel a sense of satisfaction!Q!

this was a tin of hello kitty biscuits + sweets that my b got for me.
and.............

this was inside!
i remember feeling very excited and happy over it!

some other gifts he gotten for me..

SWEETS! damn nice. from sticky!!
with i love u words on it.

and this one was i miss u n i love u haha. :)
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i slept in the entire afterno0on.
feeling very tired. have no idea why.
din had such good sleep for many days!
was in deep sleep the whole afternoon
but headed down to fetch b off from work. :)

we had shabu sha bu!
minced chicken! yum yum
ordered a few other dishes and the bill was quite steep for just 2 person.
:( none the less... we were both damn full!

mushrooms!
walked around a little, craving for waffles and den drove the boy home ;)
though time spend is little,
but i enjoy every moment with him.
cant wait for weekends where i get to see him again!

xoxo,
mantha.

2011-01-10T01:40:00.001+08:00

i cant help but feel upset..

but i got to accept..
i know nothing i say will make u delete those stuffs.
i know...
you dont love me as much as you love her..
all i want is a simple relationship..
why cant i be happy?
why do i have to think of things that will make me upset..
why..
hai..

xoxo
mantha

2010-12-22T01:41:00.002+08:00

Im finally out to the field!

everything has been good so far.

getting my life back on track..

am with ASCENTIA GROUP MARKETING now.

and i must say.. im happy where i m .

of cause work is nv easy..

i did not have my dinner today..

and only had 2 smoke breaks while on the field.

im striving hard to achieve my target so tt i can be nearer to my goal.

main thing bout work is that im having lots of fun.

i love the people around me.

i love the motivation and enthusiasm around me.

i love the vibe!

i love the daily activities, the bell gong recognition, dance session, trainings..

thats 5 yeses!

AND! 5 yes = 1 major yes.

Thats what ive learn in sales! so... its like 1 major yes.. i love my job. :)

and the best part is that if i do well enough, i get to travel :) tee hee hee.

its really not easy work to be constantly positive..

can be rather tiring but at least..

it helps me in a personal aspect also.

tt i will be more optimistic bout situations around me..

to be able to face set backs and handle rejection well..

omg. IM PREACHING SO MUCH!

cant help it.. im happy where i am..

its been a really long day shall head to rest now..

and prepare for another war tmr!

good night

xoxo,

mantha.

2010-12-08T11:33:00.002+08:00

im up early in the morning !

had a bad flu/headache ytd.

but still went to work..

money is never enough.

and qian shi zhuan bu wan de.. agree?

i duno if im having a hangover now.. or just a serious migraine/fever.

my body feels kinda weird.

I DONT WANT TO COMPLAIN BOUT BEING SICK ANYMORE!!!

anyway, i hope i get one of my new year resolutions done before this year ends!

that will be a really good start to 2011.

F 2010. its a damn bad year.

SHOOO GO GO GO..

one of me, while in genting.

xoxo,

mantha

2010-12-07T02:58:00.002+08:00

back in my bed crying again..

you are right, i really have to be honest.

i betrayed the one who committed to me..

i misplace your trust, broke your heart, gave u nothing but hurt.

good bye, t'amor.

xoxo,

mantha.

2010-12-06T19:24:00.002+08:00

i wish you knew.

remember i said i wanted to be happy.
but i get affected so easily.
so easily by the most simple things.

ARGH. nvm. it really doesnt matter

good night world.

xoxo,
mantha.

IM BACK

2010-12-06T04:12:00.003+08:00

greetings world!

IM BACK

im considering reviving my blog?

* clears spider webs*

only if u all help me click on my advertisement okay?

life is kinda mundane now.

i wake up at the wrong hours.

time check.. its 4am haha.

i sleep at the wrong hours..

like 4pm? that is unless i have to work!!

okay WORK. christmas is coming need to get many presents for my family..

considering freelance insurance now.

but its not easy. i guess nothing is easy in this life!

someone i love told me that.. the harder it is to acheive or get it..

the more u will treasure and cherish it..

the more satisfaction we feel.

its damn true.

so never give up in life. and always look forward to tmr.

we nv know what the next tide might bring us.

to preservere.. is failing 19 times and succeeding on the 20th!

LOOK ITS END OF 2010 already.

its been a roller coaster ride this year .

i had many first time.

first time working in a pub.. working night life.

first time accident.

but thou shall never look back.

i will rmb the mistakes i make and look forward to a brand new year.

actually i have no idea why im so motivated today.

i think before u know it i will get emotional again.

NONO THATS NOT THE WAY SAMMIE!

im gonna spend the end of 2010 happily and den welcome 2011 with a happy heart!

lets do the standard new year resolutions shall we?

1. settle on a full time day job

(praying hard taiseng says i can start this week)

2. be happy!

3. more savings..

4. be happy!

5. adapt to a healthier lifestyle..

( side track.. go get vit 1000 its nice !)

6, be happy!

7. go for a short holiday!

( anywhere will do! taiwan?hk? bkk? ok la genting also can)

8. be happy!

9. put on weight. 40 kg will do. ok max 45!

10. be happy!

im easily satisfied lor.

constantly remind myself BE HAPPY. even if i dont achieve all these just Be happy!

cause happiness can be influential.

when u are happy people around u are happy too :)

i dont want to touch on other issues right now.

just want to get my life back on track.

please remind me to smile and be happy when u see me emo okay?

i think watching funny videos and movies make me happy!

i love pangkun. go watch tt if u feel moody.

i duno bout u all but it helps for me! i cant help but laugh at his silliness!

watching movies keep me concentrated and

stop my mind from worrying bout other stuffs!

just finished ANTM cycle 15! and mrs PI on xin msn.

currently chasing vampire diaries ( OMG SALVATORES ARE SO HOT PLS)

and gossip girl season 4 as usual.

newest is fighting spiders.

go funshion and slowly look around theres really alot of nice serials!

i wish i had more time!

im so stress i need to relax a little!

mayb shopping a little does help also?! HEHE.

i cant wait for my pay to be in!!

by the way. i have UGLY BANGS :(

DONT LAUGH LA.

xoxo,

mantha.

i thought maybe a new look will kick start to a new beginning! :)

im damn hungry now. HELP.

2010-10-06T05:20:00.003+08:00

im on tumblr now.

i think tumblr is awesome.

but blogger gives me comfort. :)

everything i want to say is on tumblr.

ask me for my add :)

im waking at 4 + 5 + am.

sleeping at 7 - 10+ pm..

healthy hor.

only thing is.. i only eat breakfast everyday.,

sometimes lunch or dinner.

my body has been sick sick sick :(

gonna wait for my breakfast deluxe now.

sometimes when i dont say anything

its the time when i want to say something the most

2010-08-29T14:25:00.001+08:00

Life is tough sometimes.. Who would understand the situation I'm in? Nobody.. I also want to just love without any barriers.. Unfortunately.. Because of the job I have I'm unable to do so.. Of cause I feel fcuking upset n lonely at times.. But got to be professional n work hard..so tt I know at least.. All tt I'm sacrificing won't be wasted.. In my heart i secretly wish a guy can just understand what I'm going through n be there to care for me.. Don't blame me.. Love me n wait for me .. Probably I would have more motivation tt way.. For now.. Even though it's tough n makes me feel like I'm facing the whole world alone.. But its ok i will be strong n At least I will push myself to work harder..i dont blame people for judging nor not understanding.. Its human nature for us to be selfish and want the best for ourselves.. Anyway thanks to the people who try to bring me down..all of ur insults n judging only make me stronger.. My mind n body really tired already.. But.. I will still push myself..

Xoxo,
Mantha

2010-08-28T09:13:00.001+08:00

Got quite wasted cause I skipped dinner ytd!;( my chicken wings n sweet n sour Rice Mei you Liao..

2010-08-28T09:11:00.001+08:00

Pushing myself to the limit..

2010-08-16T16:52:00.001+08:00

dont want to quarrel anymore. dead tired..

my eyes are so puffy now =(

and i think my blog has become such an emo place..

im gonna shift.

i doubt anybody reads anyway..

i really miss u baby..

forever urs.

xoxo,

mantha.

2010-08-14T13:38:00.000+08:00

ur smile.. seems wider without me.

love..

2010-08-13T21:07:00.002+08:00

i feel so lonely at times.. i feel like crying :(

but den again.. i asked for it..

life is really not easy..

sometimes i wonder what am i thinking..

i think of u.. but i dont show..

i miss u but i dont say..

i want you.. but i dont do anything to prove it..

i want to return to the past..

where everything was beautiful..

so beautiful tt it seemed kinda untrue..

the higher u climb.. the harder u fall..

i guess this time..i fall further den i climb..

the place i fell in love with.. also became the place..

and the reason.. why things are this way.

so ironic..

so long as u re happy.. i will be fine :)

xoxo,

mantha.

us against the world

2010-07-26T10:40:00.002+08:00

You and I, we've been at it so long

I still got the strongest fire

You and I, we still know how to talk know how to walk that wire

Sometimes I feel like the world is against me

The sound of your voice baby that's what saves me

When we're together I feel so invincible

Chorus:'Cause it's us against the world

You and me against them all

If you're listening to these words

Know that we are standing tall

I don't ever see the day that I won't catch you when you fall

'Cause it's us against the world tonight

There'll be days we'll be on different sides

But that doesn't last too long

We find ways to get it on track

We know how to turn back on

Sometimes I feel I can't keep it together

then you hold me close and you make it better

When I'm with you I can feel so unbreakable

We're not gonna break 'cause we both still believe

We know what we've got and we've got what we need alright

We're doing something right

'Cause it's us against the world

You and me against them all

If you're listening to these words

Know that we are standing tall

I don't ever see the day that I won't catch you when you fall

Us against the world

You and me against them all

If you're listening to these words

Know that we are standing tall

I don't ever see the day that I won't catch you when you fall

Us against the world

And it's us against the world, baby

Us against the world tonight

2010-07-09T09:32:00.001+08:00

love me and honour me with all your heart..

never leave or betray me.

be there for me..

and i will be your faithful wife.

2010-05-25T11:30:00.002+08:00

i NEED to earn MORE MORE MORE.

i want my car, i want to get married to a loving husband.

I WANT TO ENJOY.

i want to be a tai tai.................................................................

i want people to care for me....

i want my parents to be happy...

I WANT SO MUCH IN LIFE..

DONT YOU?

FL man.

xoxo,

mantha.

2010-05-18T14:09:00.001+08:00

Good night world.

Insomnia

2010-05-12T11:39:00.001+08:00

I'm having a serious case of insomnia.

Weather sucks and not helping at all.

Listening to my mp3 again to force myself to fall asleep.I've been lying on the bed since 4plus n it's 11plus now.............

Feels like shit

2010-05-12T10:56:00.001+08:00

I'm in the cab on my way home now.. Freaking wan to vomit.. Tts what u get for drinking too much.

Girlfriend came to find me last night n mentioned tt I like happier already. Look more xin Fu n always smiling. I figured out it must be because I'm too excited n happy to see them! Love u girlfriend!

Max high n tired. Gonna rest the moment i reach home!

Girlfriend.. Look on the bright side okay? Meet up shopping soon! :)

Xoxo,
Mantha

Feels like shit

2010-05-12T03:33:00.001+08:00

Monday blues not!

2010-05-10T14:19:00.001+08:00

This is probably one of the rare Mondays tt don't feel like Monday! Mad craving for redbean pancakes again. Wonder why I keep craving for it in recent weeks. Mayb due to the fact tt it brings out certain memories in me?

Work is madness. I meet all kinds of people everyday.. On a lighter note, I have a weekend off every month frm this month onwards! I guess it's something worth celebrating for. Though I very much would prefer going on a 5 day work week..Which is very much impossible at the moment.

Realize I have been leaving out photos
In my entry n blogging almost every morning? Using my iPhone tts why! Can upload photos but can't arrange them according!

Girlfriend might be visiting me tonight:) like finally:) happy happy:) tts 3 smileys involved in one topic! Shows how excited I'm too be seeing my darling! :)

Gonna get ample rest now so I can have the energy I need for tonight! ;)

Xoxo,
Mantha

Waiting

2010-05-09T11:50:00.001+08:00

Waiting patiently! :)

Paper heart

2010-05-09T11:49:00.001+08:00

Happy mothers day to all mummies. Of cause to my mummy n my grandma as well. Grandma never fails to get me breakfast when she sees me at home. Always buying me small little cute stuffs n comfy pjs to sleep in. Ever since grandpa left this world, i've learn to cherish grandma more. Bring her out for shopping n drive her whenevr I can but due to work recently, I've been doing tt lesser. I still make sure I call her every now n den though. ESP when she gets upset with some people. Hate how my uncle n auntie talk to her at times. I believe in karma. I'm starting to think of
Gong gong again....

People look forward to weekends but I dread it so badly. Thinking back of the 3 months break I took while my health was in bad shape, i miss it so much! Not the sick part though!

Home is such a sick place to be!

Listening to a song 'no promises' by Shane. Meaningful n sweet lyrics so decided to pen it down!

Its something like this.

Hey baby when we are together doing things tt we love. Eveytime when u're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high. I don't want to let go. I just need u to know. I don't want to runaway baby U're the one I need tonight. Baby Now I need to hold u tight. just want to lie in ur arms here tonight. Now n forever my love

As much as I want to believe in forever, we all know its impossible.

Xoxo.
Mantha

Another morning has passed..

2010-05-08T12:41:00.001+08:00

I'm dead tired. Nana with Eleen Paul yanling Jeffrey Kelvin Vincent Glenn Nicky n some other people whose name I've forgotten! Supposed to go for breakfast right after but due to te fact tt we waited more than half an hour for cab, I gave up the idea of eating.

Yesterday I had 2 bk burgers in the morning, 2 beef hor fun in the night n 2 zai mee fen. I think alcohol makes me famished!

Something happened tonight that made me reflect on certain aspects of life. I'm sorry for the trouble caused.

Should really catch some sleep now. Good night world.

P.S: I need u right now

Till the end

2010-05-07T11:34:00.001+08:00

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All these precious moment with you by my side.. Must be a gift frm heaven that's holding me all night. I don't know how I found u I'm thankful tt I have. Now tt I have a love so true to hold to keep to share.

In my heart I can no longer hold inside all of the love I used to hide. I'll always be with u untill the very end. In this world, there is no place I'd rather be. U're my life my soul my dear. Been through it all, I know I'll come to see that u're the only one till the end..

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Downloaded an app so I can blog directly frm my phone. Figured out I neglected my blog for quite some time. Bad thing is I can't upload photos.

Life has been very stressful for me.i tend to think n think non stop.my job is taking it's toll on my health. Been falling sick very often recently. None the least I still want to carry on working hard for the income. Life has nv been easy n always a struggle. N at the end of everything.. We all die. Pointless.

Have plans to further my studies. If only I'm rich I'll probably migrate to some other country n live life all myself. Some peace would do me good. 一个人生活并不难. 只是有点寂寞.

Yes I prefer being isolated. But sometimes i need a little pampering, love n care as well. Afterall it always feels good to feel loved den to love.

Bah. I'm an emo little baby..

Attempting to fall asleep with 2 of my best gadgets. My mp3 n Iphone. Nights world.

U're the only one my everything...

2010-04-20T04:16:00.003+08:00

missing u ALOT. kill me please :(

xoxo,

mantha.

2010-04-12T05:58:00.002+08:00

hello everybody.

have u all been clicking on my ads?

I KNOW I HAVEN BEEN UPDATING!

life is so tiring.. i go to work..

when i reach home, have breakfast..

start to sleep.. people going work already!

and den i take a nap.. for bout 2-3 hours.

and have my lunch.....

left with another 2-3 hours to sleep.. before i start to prepare for work.

NOT TIRING MEH?!

no time to update!

anyway i just had macs breakfast! super duper yummy lor.

work ended early.

cj and his friends came over to find me.

AM SUPER DUPER SLEEPY!

gonna wait for my breakfast to digest.. and SLEEP.

CLICK ON MY ADS OKAY?! :)

love u all plenty.

xoxo,

mantha.

tons of photos!

2010-03-18T15:45:00.009+08:00

tons of photos i fell asleep while uploading. haha.

nothing much just al me me me before work.

damn love this pj.

my bundle of joy!

as if he's using computer haha.

actually he is just eyeing on my pancake!

anyway, im really on an attempt to put on weight.

the last time i check i gained 4 kg!

dad says.. there must be somebody motivating me to grow.

actually ive no idea is it someone.. or is it tt i just feel like putting on weight.

been busy working so i seldom update.

no time for anything.

i wonder if there's anybody visitng this space!

damn tired everyday.. no idea why either.

but i guess, i treat my job seriously..

been going to work on time whenevr im doing opening.

really hope i can have a little more time with my family n loved ones.

through this job, i got to know a couple of nice people.:)

am really thankful.

im going to have my dinner with bro now =)

love my people!!! go listen! nice song.

xoxo,

mantha.

2010-03-15T14:13:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really think i damn nice to bully.

but i really prefer to keep things to myself den end up quarreling

in the end, 2 parties will suffer.

might as well just keep it to myself n act like nth is wrong..

think i damn zai now.

train my tolerance till max level already.

i need to learn to voice out...

if not i will end up hurting myself.. mentally n physically!

got to control!!!!!

i think the only person i can complain my evrything to is none other den my gf.

everything. frm relationships to work to family.

probably nobody else who knows this much bout me.

RIGHT NOW.. i NEED TO COOL DOWN!! :)

luckily i still have this little space to rant on..

xoxo,

mantha

:)

2010-03-11T06:23:00.002+08:00

dont you just love my blog song?

am bloody tired and sleepy.

but i cant fal asleep. :(

BITE UR BACKSIDE hahahaha.;p

xoxo,

mantha

2010-03-08T12:23:00.002+08:00

im back, because im bored

realise tt i can just update my blog frm my i phone lol.

but still im lazy to do it.

my ads have been stagnant.

nobody has been clicking on my ads!!!

anyway, i think im reaching a turning point in my life.

a point where i finally learn to be strong..

and just concentrate on my job.

i used to let my emotions control me.

and not turnin up for school/ work previously.

though i still think alot.

but i TRY my best not to.

really thankful for all the nice people ive met so far.

really nice people.

smthing to be happy about!!

my cheque is here!! and in a weeks time i will be getting another cheque! =D

SUPER HAPPY.

how should i pamper myself?!!!

im really thinking of VIOS pink !! HOWHOWHOW.

its gonna be my next baby!!!!

WORK HARD, PLAY HARDER! =D

am craving for my martell n cvs already. -.-"

gonna go eat my lunch soon.=)

ps: i think i miss u.

xoxo,

mantha.

2010-03-06T17:46:00.002+08:00

to the people who attacks my beloved girlfriend foo suling.

please get a life.

people make mistakes. whats the point of harping on past issues

and hurling words of insults on her?

u all are just ganging up on her.

reflect on urselves before pointing at others.

and as for listing her as my "sister" in fb.

whats wrong with that.

im sure out of the millions who own fb, im not the only one who does that.

different father yes.

not blood related yes.

but still, i treat her as my very own sister.

share my url with whoever u want.

u can go ahead with ur pointless posts..

cause no matter how much u try to insult/bring her down..

there will still be a bunch of us who loves her.

her family, me & T. :)

xoxo

mantha.

2010-03-01T04:07:00.001+08:00

this blog is dead anyway, my darling sl, i ve uploaded the photos hahahah.

stupid loser

2010-02-10T06:09:00.002+08:00

oh !! looks like i pissed the "hide behind computer tag people's tagboard loser"

bwahahaha. so IT came my tag board to tag as well.

this kind of people like to tag stuffs to ruin other people's mood.

only to make a fool out of themselves.

anyway, work has been fine.

esp when gfs come down to find me. :)

ps: 13 sisters is having a cheongsum theme night :D

do drop by and support

address: 38th HONG KONG STREET

happy hour from 6-9pm.

any body interested to drop by can drop me a text

will reserve good seats for you all:)

xoxo,

mantha.

2010-01-31T14:39:00.002+08:00

estatic!!!!

i'll be back with photos i promise..

cause........................

jer bought me a canon camera!!!!!

and its bloody pink!! =)

on a side note, nic harald and des came down and we opened martell ytd.:)

sl n t came down e other day too.

im a happy girl.

a super tired one tough. :D

pays coming in.

shopping my darling?

xoxo,

mantha

im not dead.

2010-01-24T23:43:00.003+08:00

i know ive been neglecting my blog. :(

but im really tired working 6 days straight

to make things worse, im awfully sick.

been having quarrels with jer.. and duno wad else.

its hard to make everybody happy...

and when everybody else is happy..

u start to question urself.. are u yourself happy..

im too tired and work has drained all the enery out of me..

dont feel like doing anything but lie in bed whole day..:(

promise to upload more photos when my com is up.

xoxo,

mantha.

bdays and more.

2010-01-14T07:52:00.012+08:00

While jer has gone to get breakfast,

im just going to randomly update pictures here and there frm my fb.

trying out the top tt reft gave me for bday.

i love it very much. thank u.

oh and i think this photo, jer was high. as in he told me he was high..

but he told sl n t he wasnt TSK TSK TSK. LIAR.

after the cutting of cake,

thanks to sl, my face got cream!

this is the first time in my life tt im forced to do this.

me " CANNOT LA TOO INSIDE ALREADY CBCB"

thanks dearies for everything.

cutting cake time!

duno when was this..

duno where also =x

either t is high...... or she thinks the drinks are "dirty" lol

i get bullied all the time.. one minute its tissue on my head.. the next....

its my hair being tied to the side.

t want to make e photo look sexy so i spoil it by acting retard ahahaha.

super cui tt night cause i "teleport" to meet them.

this is wad i mean.. another of t's hairstyle..

duno wad shit this is.

huang shang jia dao! ahahahaha.

before leaving for my party =)

i love my lashes though u can really see it..

and the view u get.. its like eye shit when u put on.. ahahahhaa.

with flash..

after the party at bak kut teh.

i told u all i was okay already right!!!

im obviously not drank when i can still pose like tt.. LOL!

acting cute =x

pple say i look like barbie tt night.

budbud they all even sing song for me -.-"

u know AQUA's barbie girl...

tts the irony im supposed to be 21 but act young..

dont want pple to know i old already LOL.

e super active super guai lan dog in my house. my bei bei.

and my bambi. e super opposite... lazy greedy dog..

e active is jealous e lazy gets to sleep with us!!

oh and i was just telling jer im blogging bout both of them (dogs)

and he say ...suling and teresa? i say no THEM (points to my babies)

jer: " correct ma... one suling one teresa"

CBCBCBCB ahahahahahahaha.not my fault.

dad;s waiting but i still have time to camwhore.

with my king, =D

my kitty cake.

thanks to sl. cbcbcbbcbcb

fuhao and mah.

sk, tiko and jer.

reft and evelyn. duno how its spelt. =x

my DRUNKARD clubbing partners/ polymates
when im around them, i duno to feel young or old.

im the oldest but the games they play, their actions, the things they do..

makes me feel young =x

thanks guys. see u @ the pub.

barbie's ken. AHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

i thought i posted this =\

and thats about all..

just nice my breakfast is here =)

xoxo,

mantha.

stupid people.

2010-01-14T03:08:00.003+08:00

i always log into blogger hoping to blog about my birthday, new year event

with my never ending amount of unglam photos.

however, i fail very badly and am always lazy to update.

one picture for now..

i got this for my bday!!!

as if............ nahs. i got smthing even better than this.

the company of people i love celebrating with me =D

i SOSOSOSOSO want to post photos..

tmr la okay =x

im going to start work soon.

which means more income lesser freedom.

some people obviously have no life.... to hide behind a com

and bark at other peoples blog.

but if u look at it, its some kind of entertainment from a diff view.

creates more chance for us to gossip and laugh.

bwahahahha. the devil in me grows when i see this kind of tag.

i just feel like........ being evil and tag along. =x

but obviously i do it with my real name,

not like wad daphyQ or like SM.

or like... DOGGGYq or F u...

smthing like tt? -.-" these people very lame.

for all u know, there might be something "happening" at my tag board next. tsk

xoxo,

mantha.

BRO N ME

2010-01-07T11:05:00.002+08:00

me: u nv go sch

bro: i nv go sch cause rain

me: den rain u should not play computer later electric shock.

bro: aiyah rain finish 2 hours ago.

me: dne u go sch now.

bro: why? sch going finish liao.

me: looks at time.. its only 11!

wtf?

GOT MY GENES. I LIKE.

popo wo ai ni

2010-01-07T10:03:00.002+08:00

popo jia you okay?

mantha yong yuan zai ni hou mian zi chi ni.

my chinese sucks, my hokkien is equally cmi.

but i will always be there for grandma.

love u DEEP DEEP.

grandma's the best, bought me hello kitty stuffs,

hair accessories, bangles and even faceshop nail polish.

super comfy ah ma kind of sleep wear.

and even wash them before passing to me.

so that its cleaner.

i hope if one day i should pass before her,

please let her know, tt i really treasure her, pls show my parents my blog ok!!!

because there are many things which i find it hard to say.

Just like, how i really want to provide a good life for my parents.

how i dont like to see them being upset.

how im really trying to make all of them happy.

but maybe im still young and ignorant..

i dont know how yet.

the basic thing i can do is respect and listen.

ever since the last day of 09. and the start of 10,

things hasnt been going well for me,

but im coping with it, trying to stay strong.

i realise, the harder u fall, the stronger you get.

i look forward to my new job,

to my new life. and working hard towards my future.

new yr resolutions..

simple, stay happy, strong, make everyone else happy.

cherish, treasure, cry lesser?! hahaa. STOP MAKING TYPO ERRORS.

save more money, become prettier ( is tt even possible?!tsk)

stop becoming cute. (AHAHAHHAHAHAHA) just joking.

STOP implusive shopping.

meet up more with my gfs, spend more time with family.

lesser quarrels with jer.

sleep early ( HOW TO?!) drink more water ( GREEN TEA..........)

i duno if all these are considered realistic resolutions.

or should it go under a wish list........ -.-"

anyway, smthing to look forward to, tmr night my smashing 21st!!

to those who have already wished me,

thank you =)

love u guys.

AND lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR ( wad...... 6days slow only wad.....)

xoxo,

mantha.

PARTIESS

2010-01-04T02:52:00.003+08:00

my tosh lappie is officially down.

it stopped functioning on 31st dec 2009.

IM GOING TO GIVE IT A NEW LIFE IN 2010 HAHAHHA>

crap

eh seriously, im fcuking sick

down with flu and cough.

i really really dont want to lose all my photos in my old laptop.

im using jer's com now.

i will die without a computer,

i use my computer morethan i watch tv -.-"

for now some photos dring parties.

new year!!!! the guy behind jer, look like pim pim.

scorpio. inside joke.

i know im fcuking fat face.

scorpio and my beloved forest

a few of me. using jers i phone.

my 21st is coming.

ive sacrificed my i phone to hold celebrations with all my dearies.

i cant wait to see all my lovelies.:)

esp sl dar, sk, & t.

partying with them is always non stop fun.

even if we are not partying, but juts msning, its always funny.

anyway im fcuking sick.

REALLY. =(

ive decide to settle for o bar, if plan fails, we'll change to st james.

too many _90/_91

also,

my brothers pub is opening along hongkong street.

date of official opening will be 13th jan,

tentative..

pls do drop by and support.

must come okay!!!

oh i haven wrote my 2010 resolutions.

let the first be.......

" STOP FALLING SICK"

okay nights pple.

i love u , u , u

xoxo,

mantha.

2010..

2009-12-30T05:36:00.002+08:00

2010 is coming,

will blog about my new yr resolutions tmr.

for now, lets look back at 2009...

i had a new love,

a new job.. and......................................................................

FRIENDS.

i think this is a fcuking sensitive topic.

but im still going to blog it anyway.

what i want to say is..

friends come and friends go.

but only true ones stay.

"friends" have fun times tgt, disagree,

quarrel, maybe backstab?! appear nice.. dont make the effort to catch up

and disappear forever.

true friends, have fun times tgt,

quarrel, argue, talk things out, not happy anything just say.

even if its offending..get back on terms.

and laugh back at their quarrels.

the difference is.. if u treasure each other,

u will tend to forgive , forget and cherish the friendship..

make efforts to catch up once in awhile..

many people have come in and out of my life..

but the number of people i can truely call a TRUE FRIEND.

will be less than what my fingers can count.

i know some of the people i know detest my gf for reasons they HEAR

and not see for themselves.

judging her by the things she's done.

as well as judging me by the things ive done..

SCREW U PEOPLE.

dont think we even need to explain ourselves

if you all can just JUDGE like tt..

at least my gf is TRUE and she is being herself.

not happy she will say.straightforward and not 2 face.

at least, she loves me for who i am. and will nv fail to protect me.

even when im alone with other guys,

and its the middle of the night, she has work tmr,

she will still call and worry..

nobody will ever do tt, except jer and sl.

so i hope tt our friendship will still continue to grow in the upcoming years..

and i hope tt there will be lesser quarrels with jer..

I LOVE U ALL !!!

xoxo,

mantha.

addiction!

2009-12-28T17:30:00.002+08:00

short little update.

dads bday.

actually we're not supposed to give angbao.. only recieve.

but mummy say ahgong will understand.. lol.

xmas @double o /o bar with jer.

last night after whiskey in my bro;s car.

ximo. bah geh. he fcuking cute lor.

and damn guai.

the only photo i got of us clubbing.

haven recieve the rest.

anyway, me n darling both wanted to wear top A.

but changed to other top.

and became.. both of us wear checkered.

i gonna learn from them..

"ZERO chance" we discussed what to wear lo

and last night..

ytd bro taught me alot of things.

that actually put some sense into me.

anyway, pls come down support my bro's pub @ bq

give u all the full details again.

MUST come down okay.

esp.... sl and partner, teresa and clique. nicholas, shikang, harald and clique

oh i tell u.

im going to need an antidote for drinking.

shikang says he will invent one.

cant stop drinking.

thanks to who?!!!!!!!!!!!

ass.................ellllllleeee.

understand?

lol.

xoxo,

mantha.

night out@bq.

2009-12-28T09:23:00.002+08:00

i had fun last night.

because bro was there.

i love my bro :)

anyway, i wasnt drunk.

and surprisingly, somebody commented

that i can hold my liqour well.

i think tt person never see me drunk before

ahahhahaa. though i feel damn sick..

and my throat/voice is like super ahgua now.

i still want to drink.

drink till i die.

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anyway i came up with a wish list while i had nth to do

and was thinking about fcuking stupid nonsense frm some pple.

so here it goes.

21st bday.

i wish for:

-i phone

-new car (cheap wan will do!=x)

-canon camera/dslr camera

-make up brush set

( i actually wanted wallet, but i already got 2 new wallets =\)

SO I WANT A BAG! =x

-gucci jolie medium tote

-gucci joy boston bag

-gucci sunset large tote

-LV speedy!

-LV Damier Azur

-chanel coco cocoon large tote

-chanel quilted flap bag

-if i go on, i think one blog post not enough.

- and my appetite getting bigger.

LET ME DREAM I ALSO HAPPY. though i know.

i wont even get one of the above -.-"

so ive another list of lower budget presents HHAHAHA.

cb say untill machiam pple will buy like tt.

- FAKE LASH?! (TONS OF IT?!)

- MAKE UP. (ANYTHING I ALSO HAPPY)

this year i dont want hello kitty already...

CAUSE I SIBEI ALOT HELLO KITTY AHAHHAHA.

anyway, im just kidding bout e presents.

though if u give me a car/i phone i will be damn happy.. =x

i just wish for happiness in the yr 2010, hope my health improves.

hope all my love ones are happy :)

hope gong gong is doing well..

become CHIOER!!! (DUH?!) SEXIER (DUH?!)

i think every girl also wish for tt lah... -.-"

this post is sibei the crap lor.

I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING RIGHT NOW.

im damn tired.

so nights/morning pple.

love u guys!.

ps: a guy who makes u cry, is not worth crying for.

rather a guy who doesnt make u cry, is worth crying for.

get it? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

crap.

xoxo,

mantha.

2009-12-27T07:15:00.001+08:00

im so tired im going to update with tons of photos tmr.

xoxo,

mantha

Merry xmas

2009-12-24T21:48:00.003+08:00

Sucks to fall sick on xmas eve.

its our family tradition to go to church on xmas eve.

but i guess i got to give it a miss today.

ive lost my voice, i sound like an ahgua now.

never the less, i want to wish everybody around me.

ahma, papa mama korkor jiejie didi, gf, jer a merry xmas =))

am not working now so i shall owe u all presents first!!!=X

SORRY EVERYBODY!!!

am really broke :((

and shikangbuddy, nic bro, harald ,and everyone else tt go clubbing tgt.:)

looking back at 2009,

theres ups and downs.

i ve met beautiful people around me.

new love, new people. good people.

good friends. very very best friend my darling bitch.

cant be compared to any other.

also, ive lost my grandpa,

but tt bond the family closer.

and also, shown me how selfish some people can be.

only gf was there, nobody else asked.

though some weeks later, shikang budbud did ask:) thanks.

none the less, hes still in my heart everytime :)

miss u gong gong. merry xmas to u too.

looking towards 2010, i hope it will be a better year.

im going to turn 21 soon!

so fastttttt. omg.

lastly, hope everybody enjoy their christmas,...

while poor me.. will be going DIE in BED coughing.

nights world.

xoxo,

mantha.

JunkoFuruta-Torturedfor44days

2009-12-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

While i had nothing to do last night,

I surf the internet and read about some of the most notorious murders/torture in history.

There was one where a lady's head was placed in a hello kitty toy!

but still, i find the murder or Junko Furuta the most upsetting..

***

In Loving memory of Junko Furuta.

Junko Furuta, a girl in Japan who was held captive for 44 days by 4 boys.

She was only 16 then.

Her torture was one of the most notorious recorded in history.

During this 44 days, she was raped countless times and tortured till death.

Her killers are now free.

Even life imprisonment will never pay for all the pain she went through.

When I was reading about Furuta, I kept going "WTF?!"

To sum it all up, this was what Furuta went through..

November 22 1988 - Day 1:

Kidnapped.

Kept captive in the house and pose as one of the boy's gf.

Raped over 400 times in total.

Forced to lie her parents that she had run away and was safe in a friends house.

Starved and malnutrition.

Forced to eat and drink urine

Forced to masturbate, and strip infront of others.

Burned with cigarette lighters.

Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/ anus

Dec 1st 1988 - Day 11

Severely beat up countless times

Face held against concrete ground and jumped on

Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag

Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth

Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach

Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it)

Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms

Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fireBottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

December 10, 1989 - Day 20:

Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns

Beat with bamboo sticks

Fireworks inserted into anus and lit

Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked

Beaten with golf club

Cigarettes inserted into vagina

Beaten with iron rods repeatedly

Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony

Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30:

Hot wax dripped onto face

Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter

Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area

Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers

Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina

Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion

Unable to urinate properly

Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom

Eardrums severely damaged

Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40:

Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"

January 1, 1989:

Junko greets the New Years Day aloneBody mutilated

Unable to move from the ground

January 4, 1989- Day 44

The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell,

using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext.

She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose.

They put a candle's flame to her face and eyes.

She died later that day of shock.

The four boys claimed that they were not aware of how badly injured she was.

On January 5, the killers hid her corpse in a 55-gallon drum filled with cement

the perpetrators disposed the drum in a tract of reclaimed land in Koto, Toyko.

How could humans do this to one another?

Have no sense of humanity in them?

Compared to animals, they are nothing.

Can they even sleep in peace?!

Not to mention, the killers only served jail for a period of not more than 20 yrs.

In jail, they had food they had a proper sleeping place.

what about her?

I think these killers should be tortured to death in the same way.

Instead of just sentencing them to jail.

and let guys f*** their anuses.

My heart goes out to her and her family.

you can read more about the case here

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Junko_Furuta.

her memorial..

http://junko-furuta.gonetoosoon.org/memorial/

and facebook.

http://www.facebook.com/#/group.php?gid=104786470334&ref=ts

While we get to enjoy a new year,

the parents must had been grieving over her death back then.

Off to rest now.

XOXO,

mantha.

grandmarocks

2009-12-23T00:24:00.003+08:00

i have the best grand ma in the world:)

she bought me tons of goodies from bang kok.

tons as in...

something like tt..

like one packet got alot of the same design but different colour kind.

not going to post the rest of the items,

as im really sick, down with horrible flu sore throat and cough.

i think its because i was caught in the rain the other day.

grandma also passed me some funds to start my shop.

its because of grandma, tt im determined to carry on with the shop.

its not easy as there are deadbuyers.

and some are very irresponsible to not even have the courtesy to reply

after reserving items.

guess this is all part and parcel of opening an online shop.

sometimes i even have to swallow my pride to arrogant customers.

but grandma's always supporting me.

and also taking care of me, my meals

and for my 21st bday, we are most likely going out of the country tgt.:)

talking bout my 21st, any body have any ideas.. what i should do for my 21st?

i dont want anything grand actually.

im thinking of just having dinner @ some nice place with gf, friends and family.

any suggestions?!nice scenery, good food, nice place, yet worth it kind.

***********

anyway, im reviving my plurk for the 3rd time.

http://www.plurk.com/manthadarling/invite

do add me or follow me @ twitter if you have an account.

http://www.twitter.com/manthadarling

rmb to help me click my ads okay!?

my heads cracking i really need to go catch some slp.

xoxo,

mantha.

Top 10 moments.

2009-12-21T18:25:00.005+08:00

Recently, ive been inniting with random post.

sometimes, funny and interesting ones.

some of the top 10 moments:)

some photos before i went to meet darling sl.

and some when i had nth to do at home.

my cameras really blur. web cam no choice :)

and before heading to 85 market to eat:)

KA SUM MA DI AH!~ HWAT AH.

need some ideas of wad i should blog about next.

any ideas?

if not there will just be tons and tons of meeeee photos..

anyway, im back from pasa malam.

went to meet my darling sl last night and went her house.

after tt mj with leo.

and back home.

i have a mundane life.

dont you think so.

its just home, clubbing, slack,

but its okay, its the company tt counts:)

xoxo,

mantha.

clubbing night.

2009-12-19T20:16:00.004+08:00

last wednesday,

caught up with the guys and we went phuture.

drinking session before we into the club.

played counting numbers first time playing it.

and 7up. buwahaha.

after effects.

the guys went to toilet while i headed to the ladies.

nico bro.

harald and desmond.

shikang bud bud.

totally cant see that i drink.. i wont even flush -.-"

a few photos before im off to bed.

cant wait to catch up with the guys again =D

and readers, dont mind help me click on my ads too :)

i need moolah hee hee.

off to download some nice songs..

any nice songs to intro?!!!

CANT WAIT FOR XMAS!!=D

xoxo,

mantha.

You are not alone

2009-12-18T19:46:00.002+08:00

someone dedicated this song to me on facebook

after seeing my status.

thank you very much.

share it with u guys.

its michael jacksons's you are not alone.

one of my favourite hits of his.

whenever you feel lonely, or alone in this world.

always remember, you still have your parents with you.

still have people who care for you.

people whom maybe u nv expect..

someone caring for u in a little corner..:)

love u all.

xoxo,

mantha.

shots shots shots shots shots

2009-12-18T19:37:00.002+08:00

just a little update.

some of the photos.. with my hair bow..

and this was a messy bun.

anyway,

i feel really horrible and sick..

sometimes i wish i can just push all my problems aside

go have fun relax and enjoy

but not tt easy.

anyway, do support.

http://fashionraiders.livejournal.com

thank you very much.

xoxo,

mantha.

top10 innit

2009-12-17T20:51:00.001+08:00

yay, i got into top 10 innits

on my 3rd innit. =)

thank u everyone . though its a random entry

and not alot and not in top 10 anymore.

but im still happy =)

xoxo,

mantha.

2009-12-17T19:51:00.001+08:00

like my header? its designed by a friend of mine.

duno if he wants to be named anot.

feel honoured to have it designed by him

thank you.

if u like it tag me =)

xoxo,

mantha.

M1 fringe festival

2009-12-17T18:34:00.001+08:00

Nuffnang contest - M1 Fringe Festival.

Q: Art and the Law is the sixth edition of the M1 Singapore Fringe Festival - True or False?

A: True

xoxo,

mantha.

official video of mike's proposal

2009-12-16T17:55:00.002+08:00

hello everyone!!

here is the official video of mike's proposal

http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=8

so sweet.......

xoxo,

mantha.

The mom song

2009-12-16T16:35:00.002+08:00

check this out!!!

the mom song. over 200000 views!!!

cant imagine my mum singing this to me.

though.... the words are more to like what my dad says all the time.

maybe i will try to memorise the song so i can use it on my kids next time!

xoxo,

mantha.

hairdo!

2009-12-15T21:03:00.002+08:00

i was bored till death at home,

i decided to try the legendary lady gaga hair bow on my hair.

of cause, it isnt as perfect as the real one!

and some other random photos..

will be back with more photos!!

xoxo,

mantha.

Before and After marriage..

2009-12-13T22:25:00.003+08:00

I saw this some where on the net, and thought its rather interesting...

Before Marriage

John - Ah...At last. I can hardly wait.

Jane - Do you want me to leave?

John - NO! Don't even think about it.

Jane - Do you love me?

John - Of course! Always have and always will!

Jane - Have you ever cheated on me?

John - NO! Why are you even asking?

Jane - Will you kiss me?

John - Every chance I get!

Jane - Will you hit me?

John - H**l no! Are you crazy?!

Jane - Can I trust you?

John - Yes

Jane - Darling!

After Marriage..............Read from the bottom back to the top.

xoxo, mantha.

Christmas Present :)

2009-12-12T13:49:00.005+08:00

Today I'll share bout some of the early presents i got for christmas!!!

but first, let me begin with a huge ass photo of meee.

lol. okay anyway i went over to Sasa last sunday, to get myself EYELASHES!!!

it the year end season, surely have to doll up for some reason right.

not to mention, my birthday is in early january.

Since Im over at Sasa, i stock up on my lashes.

thats the best i could get around my area..

though i really prefer the ones at bugis and far east..

Dont you just love them?!

anyway, grandma bought this braclets for me.

she has one and I 've one too.

It's like our "friendship" token =)

arent they sweet?

i bought myself a mirror also.

I cant stand anything tts PINK and LEOPARD PRINGZZZ.

its so cute right?damn love it

can stand by its own even!!

now guess wad my dad bought me for christmas..

its guess!!!

NO, not asking you to guess.. but yes..

a Guess wallet :)

i haven started using yet..isnt it just pretty?

im a happy girl.

some other random photos of myself which i dont even know

if i've uploaded anot..

i think that will be all..

it 'll take forever to upload all my photos.

xoxo,

mantha..

to my dearest sis.

2009-12-10T00:01:00.002+08:00

From mahjong khakis to friends to bestfriend to my girlfriend to a sister.

I pray to my almighty father, that you'll always be safe and healthy.

I hope you'll be able to enjoy your birthday this year.

I really miss you.

feel bad that im sick with you know wad, and cant do any celebrations for u.

but heres my simple dedication, to let you know.

you're still in my heart :)

may all your wishes come true my dear girl.

i love u!

xoxo,

mantha.

click on my ad

2009-12-09T19:36:00.003+08:00

since im bored, i thought i will post just 2 photos of myself

will update more when im not tt lazy :)

on my way to tampines 1 on Sunday for lunch with my family :)
and den to get my xmas present from daddy :)

found out tt my readers come mostly from my facebook.

please help me click on my ads if u see one. on top and at the side okay?!!

many loves!ty!!

xoxo,

mantha.

Everything big in a small phone..

2009-12-07T02:26:00.025+08:00

Most people would know that Sitex has just ended.
Boyfriend got himself an ASUS laptop!!!
its F83VF with 2.53 gHz!!!
It was sold out island wide and stocks were estimated to arrive
1 month earliest!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was so jealous he had such a high end laptop........
and it got me thinking...........................

AN ASUS G60!!!

I bet, it will be the next ASUS product to be sold island wide!!!
You see....
What I like most about ASUS G60 is its extremely useful navigations functions.
Everyone knows how much I can't live without my phone.
It follows me here there,everywhere!!
From my pocket, to the toilet, under my pillows and especially in the car!!!
so i figured out G60 is a MUST have this christmas!!!

I'm really not good at road directions.
I can spend an hour or 2 just to reach my location.
Take many round abouts, wasting petrol!!

Very often, I find myself being late for appointments

due to traffic delay.

With the ASUS G60, I no longer have to worry about wasting time.
Instead, I can have an extra hour or 2, SHOPPING.

While I'm on the road, I no longer have to worry about traffic jams,
which is perfect for a driver like me,
Everytime I have to fetch Mum off from work or go to town on a busy weekend,
I always find myself stuck on the road, in traffic jams.

Don't you? Totally spoils my mood..

Its at that point of time, that the radio broadcast will come in too late,
and DAMN, you wished, you had never taken that route.

Well with the ASUS G60's traffic intergrated,
I can now recieve first hand updates on traffic delays and road works,
before setting off from home to my destinations.
No more having to wait for radio traffic updates or rushing to get to my destinations.
Not only that!!! The G60 allows me to detour around the problem area,
with JUST ONE TOUCH!!!

Okay, you people might be thinking.... " Aiyah not everytime traffic jam mah"
Let me rant on more about its amazing functions.
The G60 also allows me to check flight departure and arrival timings of the nearest airport.
I can also switch to other airports if I want to.
Mum no longer have to call me to inform me of her flight timings whenever shes overseas.

Maybe I can use this excuse to get mummy to buy me the phone for christmas!!!

I can access the timings from wherever I am!!!EVEN SHOPPING!!

EVERY GIRL LOVES SHOPPING!!!
I CAN'T RESIST SHOPPING... AND...MAHJONG TOO!!

OH AND!!!
You know how mahjong is always at different places with new khakis.
I'm always the last to arrive, yet again, precious time is wasted.

BUT BUT BUT with the G60, I no longer have to embarrasse myself
by calling my friends to ask for the exact directions to their homes.
With the G60, all I have to do is to ask my friends to text or tag me their location,
and the G60 will do its job by navigating me to my destination!!!
Just one touch to the names in your contact list and the G60 will direct you to its destination.

HOW AMAZING RIGHT?!!!!!

PERFECT for business men and outdoor sales executive.
One touch and they can be directly navigated to their client's location!!
Maybe someday, I'll be a big sales person..and then,
the G60 will be my most helpful assistant!!!

WAIT!

That just reminds me, now that I've newly lauched an online blogshop,
I can provide a more efficient service by getting myself a G60!!!
No longer do my customers have to wait for their packages to arrive..
With the G60, all they have to do is to submit their addresses and
I can work more efficiently by sending them their parcels door to door!!!
This is what I call, efficient CUSTOMER SERVICE!!

The G60 also has a "Panoramio" function which allows me to view photos submitted
by different people all over the world!

I can search for them via Google, then add them to my favourites
and be instantly given directions to navigate to them!
Anyway, with its "address parsing" functions,
I can be navigated directly to addresses listed on the web pages!!!

.
This comes in handy when I have to go to a suppliers store to collect my stocks
or when customers give a feedback about what items they wish to see.
I always end up spending alot of time

to find out where exactly I can find the stocks or suppliers.

After which, I find myself ending up at streetdirectory.com.sg,
AND, I still have to memorise how to get there by heart.
How frustrating for road idiots like me.
What?! Don't expect me to carry my HEAVY road directory out right?!

I know, I know, I should have gotten myself a GPRS enabled phone a long time ago.
BUT, the G60 isnt like any other GPRS phones.
You can send a mms, to let your friends and family know, where you're at.
And, just by a photo, the phone allows you to map it and be directed to its location!

Very gooooood.. next time if boyfriend is using the car,
i just have to mms my location. Saves me the trouble of calling him over and over again.

Talking about boyfriend,this reminds me of the "surprise"

he had wanted to give me a few months back.
Everything was ruined when he turned to look at me..
and ask me " how to go to sentosa ah?!"

Initially, boyfriend had wanted to give me a "surprise" by bringing me there to romantic.

but he didnt know which route to take.

Obviously, I had to dig up my big directory and search,

spoiler man..

And, did you know, you can actually, attach your location in a text msg?
Just what I need to meet my girlfriend for a catch up and gossip session!!
No more exchanging of several smses with each other before our meetups!!

No more confusion!!!
Damn good for clubbing lor.

The Garmin-ASUS G60 has so many helpful functions

It's like everything big packed in a small phone.
What more can i say?
With family, with business, with friends, and my love,
The ASUS G60 will help me in every aspect of my life. =D

xoxo,

mantha

mass for gong gong/doctor/hellokitty lab/sitex

2009-12-06T20:42:00.006+08:00

28th november

we went church to close gong gong's ash

this is a frame i did for him.

i bought a plain frame,enlarge his picture and den decorated it

with blings, flowers and hearts.

his photo is by my bed side.

so i get to see him every day =)

.

wentto doctor and den kitty lab and sitex.

jer got a new laptop..

while im broke cause i spend alot in kitty lab.

now both of us are broke hahaha.

KITTY LAB's THEME!!!

its hr 35th birthday.

every year they have different themes

dont you think sanrio pple are jusst so clever?

the reason why i never get bored of kitty is becausethe designs are always

different!!!

not like boring mickey.. or like princesses in cartoons..

i duno how to explain !!!

and kitty is not cheap!! a mouse can go fetch for a price of 499.

anyway the 499 mouse is super chio..

but ....... 500.... i woud rather spen on a designer wallet..

or make ups or wadever..

not on a MOUSE?!

hahahahaa. i already have a kitty mouse =)

super cute calculator..

i know i already have a kitty wan..

this is kuromi.

its like BIGGER AND CHIOER.

and and and.. i waas stuck between kuromi or little twin stars.

and melody or hello kitty..

end up i choose this wan cause its the last piece!!!

kitty badge for completing the lab in 35 mins.

we used like less then 20 minutes.

we can stay inside for 2 hrs but den we wont be given the badge..

=\ like stuck inbetween cause once u go out cant enter again. =\

photo frame!!

this photo cause me 12 bucks.

together with the frame and additional stickers!!

can be used to decorate the pictures!!!

this card is amazing. u just haveto flash it to the webcam.

and den it will have animations for us to take photo..

like heart shape, flowers. damn cool la.

each person only gets one card.

and i paid extra 10 bucks for the other 2 card + online game points + disc + posters.

actually i only want the poster

admission ticket.

disc and online game card.

upon entering these lanyards weregiven to us "free"

it says KITTY LAB on the lanyard..

upon completion, we're given identity cards..
which are the combination of every station..

like u win u get to customise ur kitty..

i won.. and jer lost one round.. cause he wasnt enthu enough..

end uphis kitty's head had a hat on top. AAHAHAHAH. so out of the point + ugly

mine is the stylo milo punky wan on the right.

mine got shoes his dont!! HAHAH.

and we both same horoscope.. aries -.-"

i think this is given randomly..

i bought e professor kitty.
they even engage an emcee..... the organisers must be effing brilliant.

they spend 2 million on the whole lab.. -.-"

i think this is a worthy buy.

cause it can be used as a keychain.

a badge..

and most importantly!!!!

A 4GB THUMBDRIVEEEE. SCREAMM.

card holder to store all my suppliers name card.

and also my other rubbish name cards. hairstylist.. doctor..

stupid shits.

bought this worlds greatest dad at parkway.

for his xmas/birthday present =D

went to sitex after tt..

and home sweet home..

I got my christmas pressiee today from dad. LOVE ITTTT!!!

xoxo,

mantha.

20th november 2009 @town.

2009-12-06T20:10:00.008+08:00

20th november 2009

i know i know. so long already.

i was busy with preparing the opening of my shop afterwards.

so i neglected my blog!!

as usual, a little camwhoring before i leave the house.

i think i will never be able in sit in my own car without touching the hp's camera.

seriously.. im always taking photos of everything.

i guess my best birthday present would be a DSLR! iwould be super happylor.

we took neoprints tt day.
my fav is 2nd row 3rd pic!!

this machine is super chio. its like glittery!!

bought hello kittty things

and face shop nail polish.

kill me again?

bought a container to keep my evergrowing accessories!!

i choose marie the cat.

theres only cinderella, mickey mouse and marie the cat.
anyway i love marie the cat too!!! =)

it has a mirror in it too!! COOL.

bought this bangle @$12.

walk further down got similar wan selling at $4.90 =\

guess wads this? from diva!!

its like a "suddenly i dont remember the name"..

i decided to buy this cause im alwys breaking my nails.. etc etc.

when im out.. so this comes in handy.

moreover i fcukng cant resist pink + leopard prints.

had frolick

and billy bombers

we bought hp strap!!! his hp strap.

and mine,,.

necklace also!

but since ttday till now i never wear -.-"

im drinking alcohol!!!

nah just kidding.. its coke!

medicine time!

took photos with e xmas lightings

went to downtown east to catch a christmas carol.

and den off we go home.

back with updates on kitty lab!!!

xoxo,

mantha.

19th november

2009-12-02T06:18:00.005+08:00

i really really want to stay strong.

im back with updates.

im slow and behind time.

because i was super busy launching my blogshop.

preparing for everything.

anyway.. heres an update on what we did on harald's bday.

19th november 2009

preparing to go out to meet my polymates.

CCB ask me 4 get ready.

we ended up meeting at 8. lucky i smart take my own sweet time to get ready.

woke up at 2 and started "preparing" till 8 + den i left house.

anyway, i was the last to arrive =x!!!

now you know why im always the last?

harald say my lash 1cm long. LOL im sure its longer than tt!!

tts fake lash..it must be at least 1.5? i duno..

arrived at waruku.

mine..

after our meals..

this was taken after double o.

after the guys got damn high.

im like a dajie to them cause im older..

so i think they didnt bother to take care of me..

instead when they got drunk..

im like the one going.. EH HOLD HIM PLS..

EH TAKE CARE OF HIM PLS.. and even collecting bags for them.

telling them double o is so much better and worth it..

but i think after tt night, all of them will start to abandon me again..:(

dont u think tt e bowl looks like some kind of potty?

alicias?

qians?

salad..

e small birthday cake we got for him.

birthday boy.

the cake looks cute? but what happens next is EVIL!

maomao/

ivan bay big nose.

desmond. long frindge!

qian and em.

cakee.......

bud bud shikang and nico.

c191.

anyway, i think got some new additions to the class cause change..

c191 is the past.

my past. and what life used to be like for me.

sometimes i think back of poly life.. and i miss it.

not tt i miss the work.. i just miss how i can laugh with them in the past.

but that was the past.

sometimes all it takes is one wrong action.

den everything will be different.

just like.. how i betrayed d.. everything changed from den on.

which led me to quit school..

i would not exactly explain the details.

but one thing leads to another..

if i had not betrayed d. we wouldnt brk up.

which means.. my work would not have slacken down.

i may still be in poly and would not have met j.

den again, i wouldnt have found my best friend.

right now, im considering the next action tts to be taken.

the next action tt would probably change my entire life..again.. like how it always does.

i did a frame for gonggong.. hope he likes it!

we went to seal his ash at his resting place a few days back.

it was emotional for all of us again.

i hugged him for the very last time.

i hope you are doing fine up there.

i hate guys who make girls cry!

i admire strong girls! THUMBS UP +1

i mean really strong. not only on the outside..

one word: ZAIIII.

xoxo,

mantha.

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2009-12-01T01:03:00.001+08:00

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18th november/ tsbday @ o bar.

2009-11-25T20:36:00.005+08:00

18th november 2009

ladies night and t;s bday.

was invited by t and sl to o bar.

but im under medication so i did not drink.bummer seriously.

or maybe i did accidentally.uwill know why later..

getting ready for e PARTTYY!!

tat booty must purposely point wan. LOL!

aiyah. those people who know me real life will understand.

im not that miao tiao to have such a sexy ass.

i jjust happened to have e help of a bandaid.

maybe tts why its called BANDAID?! tsk. to aid people? nonsense.

all set ready to go!

really excited to meet SL!!

and also to club =x

in the train on the way.

too long nv take train and suddenly i realise....

tt they have this light thingy that shows you the station.. tsk.

sorry ah i got license usually drive CHEY CHEY..hao lian only.
forget to add.. NO P PLATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =x

actually to be honest, i dont like driving nowadays.

i preferred to be drived. ( sounds wrong )

its nicer and more relax to be in e passenger seat den to be the one

concentrating and looking out for cars. its very xinku esp when theres jam.

maybe im not experienced enough yet.

i think beginning its fun, but afterwards to be e passenger its more shiok.

dont know if it will be the same if i drive a lux car..like a lambo or a ferrari!

but den, nobody can see me also, car too fast ma =x LMAO.

aiyah can own den say.

anyway i went to bugis to rush to get T present and meet my big bro also.

got the mj tee tt i saw for sl also. its so funny hahhaha.

melvin t and sl.

i took like few shots all ts eyes close. sl say i laoya.

lol i think im just not used to her camera.. esp e BALLS hahahaa.

e cake. so nice. and its so sweet to have people do all this for u.

t must have had a happy bday celebration :)

its still early so we took photos.

pierce and me.

u got body beautiful want to hao lian is it.. give u this face.

i was saying how much i love her lash..

and told her tt her lash very nice when look down..

and she teach me e secret.........!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHHA. when i did it, my classmates say my lash like 1 cm long.

but i thought usually natural real lashes are tt length?!

compared to mine, hers so much nicer right.

hahahahahahha. must have technique wan.... shhhh. secret between sl n me. LOL

i think this specs belongs to e guy who talks nonsense. or pierce.

t's treat. so many till i duno which is mine!!

drinking my ass off till i vomitted.

m just kidding, i drank green tea till i vomit. its the truth.

no alcohol. maybe a sip or 2 only.

cant be e reason i vomitted. cause i had a jug or 2 next day, nic's treat and totally no kick.

my dar and me

thanks for everything so far. esp looking after me when we club.

and being there whenever wherever~

feel like singing shakira;s whenever wherever now. LOL.

we ended the night with me being sick :( and vomitted.

i felt so horrible i wanted to head home straight. sorry!!

ts bday happened to be same as harald.. and we celebrated haralds e next day.

xoxo,

mantha.

17th november/bedok interchange

2009-11-25T20:07:00.005+08:00

17th november 2009

tried the dramatic to the max lashes tt day.............

though i only headed to bedok inter to shop / eat,

i dont think he knows we took this photo.

i think i haven drew my bottom liner.

its dramatic right?

but i anyhow wear.. cause we only go opposite my house..

which was bedok inter..

after drawing the lower liner..

actually not much of a diff cause my make up tt day was light.

i just wanted to try e lashes.

looking like i just ran finish 2.4 km

first in my heart. always.

im sure every parent will show love in their own ways to their kids.

and mine......went far beyond what i can imagine.

my dad is a dad who will wake up early (5-6am) to get us breakfast or to sch.

someone who i call whenever i need a lift home

and will NEVER fail to arrive if he is at home. dont say working.

someone who loves me to the extent that he says if i continue to work..

he will pay me instead so that i can rest at home.

but of cause, i nv take his money !!! someone who buys me meals and green tea..

(without knowing what time i will be out of bed just so i can take my medication)

someone i call and CRYYYYYY whenever i feel sick.

(mayb u all see it as being pampered,but to me, its more like i confide almost everything else in him)

like who treats me good, which friend did wad blah blah,

but all the confiding thing only happened when my bro told him bout all things i did.......

i know they both love me.
iask them help me and jer to take a photo like this..

it ended up like this.

apa cha ku lu?

jer and bro's chicken rice.

me n papas banmian

picture after meal before ready to shop lol.
anyway, it rainnnnedddd damn heavy tt night.

and before tt, my dad passed me an umbrella.

when the sun was still.. as u can see shining bright..

he was afraid i might get caught in the rain as it kept raining those few days.

he' s like the girl in this picture.

anyway, we ';re about the fix e drift car!!

the parts.

my bro was so curious tt he wanted to help fix and wanted one for himself!!

he says he rather this than xbox 360 for xmas present.

i think he is out of his mind. but i can save. tee hee hee.

final model

chio right? if u go around asking for models.

esp nissan s15, which i did for jer, its damn ex.

so far the cheapest i can find is 350+ or is it 380.

might as well we save and buy a real car instead -.-"

so when i saw tt this is 59.90 i had to get it immediately.

i know it sounds costly, but this car drifts damn nicely and real.

jer always plays it when im doing my work...or using laptop.

drifts toooooo fast for me to capture it on camera.

this is the best i can get.. the rest.. are all empty without the car..

its really too fast !!!

im thinking of getting bro this for xmas but i duno what model he likes.

if i ask,its too obvious. -.-" i brought him down to town the other day to choose gundam models.

but all old edition was sold out, left new ones which he didnt like.

the one i bought for him months back, still not fixed :(

they were having 70% off!!!!!!!!! FCUKING CHEAP KNOW.

a model can cost up to 180+ and tt day the cheap wans were like 20+

totally worth it.. tools were sold for 7.95 but i didnt get it..

went back it was sold out.. and i went dept store to get it at 19.95 instead. -.-"

but i only have one little bro..

and he only has one elder sis right.. :)

it was the first time we head to town tgt. but due to time restrictions,

we had no time to take neoprints. damn saddddd. :(

but the date will be kept in my memory 221109. i even went to buy TOto lor.

only came out 1 and 22. -.-"

okay enough of me and my toto..

back with clubbing updates!!!wooooooo.

xoxo,

mantha.

16th november/ Clinic/ Shopping with grandma

2009-11-25T15:42:00.007+08:00

16th November 2009

i fall asleep updating this entry.

blogger is just too slow. lucky for me. all my images are saved to the smallest

when taking photos.

so that i dont have to resize all over again.

but its still lag. and my com is not supposd to be lagggggg.

anyway this waaas captured by accident using my webcam.

didnt even realise that i got a photo like tt.

im meeting my grand ma, we're going to have lunch and den shop

and den send her to TPY!

bought yet another ribbon from parkway when i was out with her.

its sequin material. couldnt resist!!

check out. jer's random fact as stated by his NS mate/colleague!!

before going out.

my ma playing with lucky. which is gong gong's favourite. :)

at clinic waiting for my medication.

she keep saying e missy so long.

so i kept her occupied but she also keep hiam her photos.

so we took over and over again.

i think i really got my grandma's genes.

lash which i regretted buying but well. cheap.

10 pairs 12.90. i pair 129 cents. LOL! duno how to count la.

i bought this bandana sort of a head band

my ah ma also say nice..she choose it for me..

and the lash im wearing, its the short to long kind

WHICH I TOTALLY REGRETTED BUYING.

actually its okay, but not my taste. and i went back SASA and bought the same one..

UNKNOWINGLY. ccb.

anyway its cheap so nvm. its 3.90. told u right?

ah ma and me both choose this hair band.

and a small diamond pin. mines silver hers gold.

but hers is a diff range/color. but same as me with diamonds all on top.

i made payment while she didnt know and when she knew..

she said same thing again..

this wan my grandaughter...:)

stupid medication tt doc gave

but its mad chioness

the most expansive so far. 200 WTF.

i call this cockroach looking medicine..

but its damn good.

after sending my ah ma to TPY for her gamble..

i went to see some suppliers and den some stuffs happened.

thankfully, i had jer and SL. other 2 most impt people in my life.

other than my family.

we went back to parkway cause my head was in horrific pain..

immediately after i took medication since 1 and we reached parkway about 5+.

its too painful and i couldnt rmb where i wanted to go or wad i wanted to do.

i only rmb i needed to ask for jer's addidas watch.

which sadly is discontinued in the market.

its effing chio. i agree tt he should get it though no discount.. rather than get

the not chio wan with discount. okay nvm.

after circling around TPY, my ah ma only managed to reach there at 3pm.

she usually plays till late. moreover we stay at east.

but some people just had to make her unhappy and she went home at 5pm.

seriously, FCUK u all .. though u all will nv get to see this..

but FCUK U ALL esp the one who always makes my grandma and my mum sad.

FCUK U BITCH. u are just jealous of the closeness we have :)

can you believe some people actually think tt my gong gong favours our side more than theirs.

PLEASE, WE ARE THE ONLY GRANDCHILDREN.

and we stay directly below, we take more effort to bring him out to dinner.

he fetches us to sch EVERYDAY, he reads newspaper with us everyday.

he shares vcd with my dad, cooks for my bro, fetch my mum and buys me green tea.

even if he favours us more, its natural as we're his only grandchildren.

i dont see anything wrong with tt.

anyway, she kept talking on the phone lor, accompanied her till my mum took over.

my mum sleeps with her every night.

thats how fillial a daughter in law is.. cause my grandma is scared ever since gong gong go.

SOME people wont see it that way.

SOME people will feel tt if anything happens to grandma, mummy is to be blame.

WHAT NONSENSE.

ever since the day gong gong left, i have NEVER EVER ONCE scolded my ah ma,

nor have i answered her rudely.

but YOUUU people always hurt her feelings. there is such a thing called KARMA.

wearing my hairband and taking photos.

the diamond clip.

which girl doesnt love diamonds?even guys do!

there there, i like to tie my hair into a bun with ribbons like these.

my grandma damn funny..

she say i so fast can tie my hair liao..

she went to buy e tools to make bun... kana cheated

end up all 3 tools 10 dollars plus and sshe duno how to make.

she could just ask me :)

hello kitty stickers to my Hello kitty stickers addition LOL.

thats all i can rmb for the 16th.

xoxo,

mantha.

15th november/ CrystalJade 2012 Tamp 1

2009-11-23T06:01:00.013+08:00

15th November 2009

we booked tickets for 2012 the night before

and headed out early to tampines crystal jade with my entire family.

grandma say she want to go Century find a shop selling jap make up.

i was stun.....

anyway after she brought me there, tt shop sells hello kitty also -.-"

my grandma always say i have her genes cause

i buy ALOT. and i buy whatever she buys..

she bought a brow liner and i bought her a lipstick.

she told the lady " this wan my grandaughter "

cause she wanted the sales girl to know tt i paid for her.

makes me feel very proud when she said tt :)

before movie,

anyway 2012 is okay la.

maybe cause missed out first part.

was having lunch with my family and discussing family matters

totally forget bout timing.

but time spent with family will never be replaced.

tampines one after tt and i bought frolick.

my grandma bought me 2 pieces of the PJ im wearing.

DAMN SHUANG PLS.

i think i bought hair pins on impulse. cause they had RIBBONS!

3 different designs.

and 2 different flowers.

this is how i will look with short hair

LAUGH MY ASS OFF!

photos taken with different cameras

can tell as it is pixelated righhtttt...

like i said, i cant live w/o my lashessss.

B wrote a note to apologise tt day.

after tampines one, i headed down to upper east coast by myself

to meet e rest of e family,

and..........................its the place where gong gong and we all always go to.

and.............. i have most of his pics taken there.

u wan stickers???!!

i have so many useless....stuffs lying around.

but anyway total only 1 buck LOL.

can use for decoration ma LOL. i very cheapo hor. hahahaha.

grandma got me these bubble gums.

and jer got me a couple hp keychain.

but useless wan. cause we had like duno how many already.

all spoil ... i think we have more than how many months we tgt..

like we tgt 9 months. i think we spoilt more than 9 already.

tying half with ribbon makes me look even xiao mei mei right.

i will feel tt i look more xiao cha bor with my hair tied.

i only used the stickers for the letters in my name..

S A M N T H and esc and f1. LOL no link.

we're on our way to tampines.

i love grandma. :)

family.:)

bastard.

JUST KIDDING. its jer.

bought cutton on leggings. its like 2 for 25 one for 15.

obviously buy 2 -.-"

i bought cute stickers.

thelast one.. the mashimaro wan is free gift. -.-"

cb if i know i buy 3 seperate times.

anyway, i seldom use these stickers,i just buy for fun..

den paste one or 2, the rest i will keep.

like keeping money -.-"

mi braclet.

i wear this cause in the photo i took with gong gong when i was baby,

i was wearing the same thing just tt its gold.

my whole collection of RIBBONS.

SIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

bought these 2 rings just cause its small..

its hard to find a ring for me.

im a size 5,6 depends which finger..

and alot of shops dont have my size..

so when i see adjustable rings tt are okok, i will just BUY.

ximo, lucky

bought 3 belts.

i think im on a buying spree. -.-"

games baby bought. life and uno.haven play life. no time.

bought cheapo accesories again.

HAHAHHAHA, anyway, the round sponge i use one time i throw.

damn disgusting the feeling.

the comb jer choose, cause he say can paste stickers to customise it LOL.

and NAIL CLIPPER U KNOW WHY?

cause jer always use my HELLO KITTY nail CLIPPER

NBBBBBBBBBBBBBB. and its like.. personal stuffs tt you cant share.... -.-"
somemore he use it to pluck his foot rot......eeeeeeeeee.

webcam again.....

which hairstyle nicer?lol.

anyway, i haven slept the wholee nighhhttt.....

tell u all more soon ........ hahhhahah..

ps: im gonna update entry by entry on past few days..

xoxo,

mantha.

14th november.

2009-11-21T19:33:00.015+08:00

14th november 2009

omg! i ve so many "days" to update lol.

it was our 9 months!

and we went to cut our hairs in the morning lol!

before heading out to bugis i think.. cant really rmb..

loove my ribbonssss.

my hello kitty stickers!!

medium...

and tiny!

my hello kitty tissue pouch.

it has a zip compartment behind.

medication....... zzzzzzz.

ive finally started to use my kitty phone. my samsung cmi.

but everybody else is getting those business phone!!

sl got BB. ah mah got i phone. baby also getting soon.

i think i will stick to a useless but CHIO phone

hahahhaha. i got for beauty not functions.

dont u think my phone is cute.

i sense someone thinking " xiao mei mei leh"

like a small girl like tt.. no choice i got something for cute stuffs.!

kittyyyy. stupid kaisang bluff me limited edi la blah blah la.

now macs also giving away. tsk! cheater.

i bought this keychain which caused me a bombbbbb.

just to match e kitty phone. but chio right?
\
my kitty keychain.

ive quit smoking! but am a social smoker.

meaning. only smoke at clubs. lol. / pubs. lol.

when u look me in the eyes...................................... LOL.

we're going off to bugissss..

medications again?!

green tea!!

i dont take my medications with water.

i take it with green tea/ coke.

all other gassy drinks.

according to the nurse its better?!

as ive gastrics. so these drinks have citric in it and will help in digestion.

i bought 3 new nail polish!!!

i duno why everytime i buy nail polish.

i always buy in threes.

i didnt realise till ytd. when i went town and bought somemore.

i love the ribbons.

i know la xiao mei mei right.!!!! >.<

we bought japanese tibits!

not for me la. all for dear except the hello kitty and the sweet.

the hello kitty got free key chain.

i didnt want to eat e biscuits.

just get it for the sake of the free gift LMAO.

i got baby this drift car.

super the chio and can drift damn zai.

but e colour not wad he wanted. only model.

when i saw it i immediately bought it!!

its 59.90 and its good till my bro say he dont want xbox for x mas

but want this car instead. LOL. ahahahha.
i went to the online catalouge and they sell e spare parts

even led lights u know!!!

by the way this is nissan sliva s15.

we're gonna get MORE!!! its so funnnn. and my dogs hahahahha.

we use this car to chase them around the house.

so cute pls..

i bought a hoodie for myself frm design graphnip.

wanted to get e mj shirt. but den useless for me.

i got it for SL another day instead.

we dont play much anymore. but definately it means smthing to both of us.

from mj khakis to friends to best friends to girlfriends to someone i will call..

my big sister.

i wished i had a sister! and my wish is half granted! =D

baby bought tees from design graphnip.

i choose these 2 actually. den i change to the other 2...

if i know he likes this 2 den i should have bought this 2 instead,

on the right, the shirt is bout bikes i think..

i bought this hairband as well.

thats all for our 9th month.

nothing interesting LOL.

am going to update the rest of the days soon.

i think we were supposed to catch 2012 tt night but i fell sick.

so we rest early.

me and babys birthday came out 2nd prize !!!!! but we nv buy.

and its a quan da kind.

WASTEDDD. my bday came out today too.

BAS THE KET.

xoxo,

mantha.

small girl

2009-11-19T17:25:00.004+08:00

i have alot of updates. all in my folders.

will update one day by one day slowly.

for now,

just one.

i snip my hair and everybody says i look younger..

im turning 21, but i will always be a small girl in everyones eyes.

dont know is it tt i look young or tt im just too fragile.

when i have tummy aches, i call my grandma and she gave me some chinese medicine.

when i was in pain last night, i called my dad at 5am and he accompanied me to talk on the phone.

he said daddy will always be here.

when my mum knows tt im going out in the night, she calls and ask me to go home early

when elder bro knew tt i was at o bar, he msged at 2 to ask if im home.

when im clubbing, i will always go " where is sl?"

and sl will go" look after her"

when i feel like vomitting after clubbing, i will find sl and tell her

when i dont feel well and feel like fainting , i call baby and tell him.

when i really have nobody else to call, i call my little bro

though all he will do is just ignore me.. and ans " wad u want me to do?"

lool, but i still love him.

and lastly, whenever i miss you, and feel sad, bout anything,

i take this photo, put it under my pillow and go to sleep.

i know, for sure, you will always look after me.

tt is why im recovering and tt is why, i am stronger now.

its been a month and 2 days,

missed and loved,

beloved grandaughter,

mantha.